Fernlove

Psilocybin Retreat for Grief

Feb. 1 - 6, 2027
For people who feel unable to move through grief, heartbreak, or loss. Over the course of this retreat, you'll have space to process what you're carrying and heal in community with others who deeply understand.
From:
$5,950
Dosing Days:
2
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Am I a fit for this program?
This retreat is designed for individuals navigating prolonged grief from experiences such as the loss of a loved one, divorce, or other significant life changes. It is intended for those who have moved beyond the acute phase of grief, as undergoing a psilocybin experience during that stage may intensify already overwhelming emotions and hinder the healing process. Instead, this retreat is best suited for those who feel a sense of ‘stuckness’ in their grieving journey and are seeking a path forward. This retreat includes one-on-one preparation, multiple group preparation sessions, in-depth integration sessions, additional resources to help prepare and integrate the experience, and additional support for those who need it.
Benefits of Psilocybin for Prolonged Grief
For those who have been struggling with prolonged grief, psilocybin can be a powerful tool in the journey toward healing and reclaiming a full, meaningful life.

Retreat Highlights.

All-inclusive
From the moment you land at the airport, we take care of everything—so you can fully immerse yourself in your journey. Your retreat package includes seamless transportation, gourmet meals, and beautiful accommodations.
3:1 participant-to-facilitator ratio
With one facilitator for every three participants, you’ll receive the support and guidance you need, when you need it.
PRIVATE CHEF
Enjoy delicious, home-cooked meals tailored to your dietary preferences, crafted by our dedicated private chef.
Preparation and integration sessions
Engage in meaningful group discussions, drawing wisdom and support from those on a similar path.
rejuvenating amenities
Unwind in serene accommodations, soak in breathtaking views, explore nature trails, or gather around the firepit–our retreat centers are designed for relaxation and renewal.
kindred spirits
Each themed retreat is led by facilitators who have personally navigated the challenges at hand. Here, you’ll be surrounded by kindred spirits who truly understand your journey.
I participated in Odyssey's grief retreat, and found it truly profound—something you have to experience firsthand to fully understand… The facilitators were knowledgeable about plant medicine and grief—two areas that were equally important to me. Their experience with grief work made all the difference. They were compassionate, patient, and fully committed, giving so much of themselves to each attendee. It was clear that they truly cared about everyone in the group.
Stephanie, Grief Retreat Participant

Hosted at

Fernlove

Nestled on 30 private acres of forest near Henry Hagg Lake, this modern log cabin offers a peaceful retreat in the Pacific Northwest. Fernlove is the country’s only licensed psilocybin service center with on-site accommodations.
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Sample Retreat Schedule

Subject to change
day 1:
arrival
12pm-2pm: Arrive
2pm: Opening (at service center)
4pm: Arrival at retreat center
5:30pm-6:30pm: Dinner
6:30pm-10pm: Open time
10pm: Quiet time observed
day 2:
Journey #1
8am-9am: Mindfulness practice
9am: Leave for service center
10am: Group psilocybin session start
5pm: Leave for retreat center
5:30pm-6:30pm: Quiet reflection
6:30pm-7:30pm: Dinner
7:30pm-10pm: Open time
10pm: Quiet time observed
day 3:
Integration
8am-9am: Breakfast
9am-11am: Integration Circle
11am-2pm: Free time and lunch
2pm-4:30pm: Group hike/walk
4:30pm-5:30pm: Free time
5:30pm-6:30pm: Dinner
6:30pm-10pm: Open time
10pm: Quiet time observed
day 4:
Journey #2
9am-11am: Integration circle
11am: Leave for service center
12pm: Group psilocybin session start
7pm: Leave for retreat center
7:30-8:30pm: Dinner
830pm-10pm: Open time
10pm: Quiet time observed
day 5:
Integration
8am-9am: Breakfast
9am-11am: Integration circle
11am-2pm: Free time and lunch
2pm-4:30pm: Group hike/walk
4:30pm-5:30pm: Free time
5:30pm-6:30pm: Dinner
6:30pm-10pm: Open time
10pm: Quiet time observed
day 6:
closing
7:30am-8:30am: Breakfast
8:30am-10:30am: Closing circle
11am: Departure

Meet Your Lead
Facilitator
s

Your lead facilitators will be with you throughout the entire experience—from preparing you in the weeks before the retreat, to guiding group activities and supporting you during your psilocybin journey, through to integration afterward.
Amanda Gerace
Amanda is a mother, death/grief doula, nature-lover, dreamer, massage therapist and experienced psilocybin facilitator. She draws from over 21 years of experience in the healing arts to support transformative psilocybin journeys.
Caroline Holm
Caroline Holm is a licensed facilitator who cultivates a safe, compassionate space for clients to explore new perspectives and process emotions. Her approach supports clients navigating loss, anxiety, depression, parental wounds, creative blocks and other challenges, empowering them to reconnect with their innate ability to create meaningful and lasting change.

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What Our Clients Say

Sally - New Jersey, USA
Odyssey retreat participant, November 2024

Release of physical and psychological pain from my heart. I chose Odyssey because it was focused on grief and that was the emotion that was holding me back despite therapy and meditation. Odyssey also impressed me very positively after communicating with Gabe and Amanda. Amanda and Caroline were amazing. Supportive, kind and highly intuitive woman. Love them!

Lacie - California, USA
Odyssey retreat participant, November 2024

It was an experience that you actually have to experience for yourself to understand it. I would say that it will be one of the most profound experiences of your life. I researched many different organizations for a psilocybin experience. My meeting with Gabe really helped put me at ease, as this was the first time I had ever considered an experience like this. The deciding factor was that it was combined with a grief retreat, and that was what I was specifically looking for. I'm so glad I chose to work with Odyssey. Both [facilitators] were knowledgeable in regards to the plant medicine and grief. It was very important to me to work with facilitators experienced in grief. They were compassionate, patient, and gave completely all of themselves to us. They truly cared about each attendee.

Elinor - New York, USA
Odyssey retreat participant, November 2024

It was life changing. Full of support, compassion and great food too! Amanda and Caroline were incredibly kind and supportive and nurturing every step of the way. They put me at ease and made me feel like I had known them my whole life.

Mary - Oregon, USA
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Have more questions?

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